quarta-feira, 12 de outubro de 2022

Maybe



She looked to her face, with those big deep eyes of hers, and sayid the sentence that has been stuck in her mind for weeks now: “Maybe, you fall in love with Marburg and a little bit with yourself”. How could she deny that this line is true? She can not and will not say the opposite. She feels her heart burning with the absence of the place she was finally able to be happy, entirely happy, in a way she never was. And she fall for herself because she discovered how strong, independent and powerful she is.


But that is not the only thing that she feels or either is Marburg the unique thing that she misses. The sunflower was such a big part of her life in the past months, her voice, her words, her warm way of saying and doing things that she also misses her. The fairy never met anyone like her. Now, she stares at her window, looks to the sea and ask herself what she is going to do with her life. She does not know exactly and the main reason is that she can’t think straight right now.


After a period of adventures and a love that she never felt before, everything that she lived seems like a dream, a far away dream, without any magical resources that she could use to make her life better. She is no czech Cinderella or any kind of fairy tale character. She is so real and alone that she gets very confused from time to time. What she is sure of is that she misses the lakes, the bike walks, the amazing coffee that she used to drink and her. The sunflower is like a myth, a woman that she imagined, maybe.

In a parallel universe everything is different. Their lives are connected, they can stay together, there is the castle right there, close to both of them and there they can declare their love for ever. Of course that this parallel universe only exists in the mind of this silly fairy, who insists on inventing symphonies that are lies. Dieser Wunsch ist nicht möglich, Schatz. So, the fairy will go on with her life, without magic, without her favorite trees, without her favorite views or feelings and without the woman that she most loved in her life. Crazy or not, this is a real thing, she fell in love with the sunflower and that is the only thing she really is sure at the moment.

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