For sure, better days will come. The ones like she had this year. She will look to the field of flowers and understand the reason she had survived until there. But today everything seems heavy, complicated, insane. The unique person that she likes and had not see this side of her, discovered that in a very dark noon.
There isn’t here a romantic text, where she will tell she is in love with someone. No. This is a sad narrative of a desperate woman who was so sure she would not maintain herself alive that she said goodbye to the sunflower. After that the pain was unbearable.
The sunflower knows about the fairy feelings and that is ok. It is not like she was trying to hide it. But the biggest sorrow is to know that from now on she will be for her that sad girl that have serious problems. A heavy waste. Nothing to her. And now is like she even can not feel anything for anybody. Because she will not allow herself again, until she is good and happy again.
Until she can be finally health and free, she will cry a little and try to be stronger.
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