A verdadeira missiva

Liebe Sonnenblumen,

There are so many things that I should’ve said to you. But instead, I did a mix of saying too much and too less and forgot what really matters. You and what I think about you. Even if you don’t care, you know? I am a person that says every little thing. I am not one of those who can carry a heavy chest full of emotions.

And I know you do. You control everything and never let the wheel go. You have to take the hands off the wheel sometimes, Schatz. Maybe what is missing on you is what I have in abundance and vice versa. Maybe. Or you just think I am creepy? Do you even give a damn? Probably not! I am sure, absolutely sure, you do not.

Well, there is one truth and that is the fact that is so empowering to just focus on what you really wanna do and be! Life is to short for worrying about giving a answer to society. I do not settle for less. I refuse to do that! I will seek the life that I want and dream. At least, I will know I tried, right? The relationship that I think will be good for me, not in the eyes of others. 

The job I think will be good for me, not for the others. And so on… And here I am, talking about myself, again. Well, I do know you would never trade a bird in the hand for two in the bush, right? Imagine, you! You would never give up on a well positioned man, full of resources, that is just what society think is great. The normative relationship or being a minority?

And there is the vegan style plus sportive life that look so good on the Portraits, right? Lebensqualität, nicht wahr? I am not saying that you are shallow. I am saying you are mature, focused on yourself and on your own rules. You play safe, you wouldn’t risk a millimeter of your life plan for anything in the world. Or maybe I am wool-dreaming. Everything is almost perfect in the scenario you’ve pictured, but I am sure that, with all due respect, on the day that you break this control freak behavior cycle, alles wird gut! 

Aber zunächst sollst du diese Plan versuchen oder? Gut! Keine Sorge! Du bist nicht wie ich, anyway. Vielleicht sind die Frauen nicht ihre Dinge. Alles gut! Aber ich wünsche dir mehr Mut, mehr Spaß, weniger Druck und Kontrolle! Be happy, be you. 

Grüße :)